Striving to Fix Myself

About

I'm Gay, I live in the UK, I'm partnered and I like my fetish gear, whisky and a good smoke on a cigar. But don't often do much about it. This is going to change! Oh I've just bought a pipe too.

I'm not quite sure what I'm going to be writing on here. I've been having a hard time recently suffering with depression. I get very stressed and down in group situations and don't have a very high opinion of myself. I'm now going to be setting myself tasks to deal with it.

I want to feel at home in my skin and start to be the "me" I want to be, rather than the slightly broken me that I'm striving to fix.

I like my men to be men, the more manly the better. So in between updates and rants I tend to blog pictures of guys that catch my interest.

Currently expanding my leather collection and thinking about getting some rubber too, but dont let that scare you I'm a pretty normal (if slightly broken) guy.

P.S. The photo isn't me, its what I want to look like after the gym pays off.